Being A Girl

Most of the time I thank God that He made me a woman. Really I do. But there are sometimes when I hate being a girl. Like right now. I hardly ever fall for guys, really it's not that I'm hard to impress, but more like I try to be realistic and down to Earth about the man I want in my life. So why is it as soon as I find someone with qualities that I admire, I fall head over heels?? I mean, we have barely had ten full conversations and I've already planned out our wedding and named all of our children. Really?? Why can I not just remain calm about this type of thing? I just don't understand.